The bathroom had filled with steam as I sat there thinking about everything.
When it came to having actual sex we definitely took our time.
Right after he said yes…Lauren said “I don’t know what you have that I don’t.”
Prior to this moment, I would have never thought this would be something I considered erotic…
I went to church with her, and no…my skin did not burn.
Slowly, as if he was asking for permission he slid his hands under my shirt and trailed his fingertips against my skin.
I was scared…I froze…I didn’t even make a noise.
I can finally share with you the things that have brought me shame, the dreams that have given me hope, and the obstacles that have given me strength.
Still, to this day, only a select group of people know what I did.
I don’t want to settle…but I don’t want to be alone either…